This trainwreck we are in.

Joe went to court today about that restraining order that “IT” put on him. Even though she stated that she had no laywer, that bitch showed up with two of em. CUNT. And Joe’s attorney didn’t feel the need to go. WRONG! He shoulda took his ass up there regardless. That mutha fucka has me hot too!

Joe will be under this restraining order for a year and “IT” got six months temp custody of the kids or until a judge says differently in divorce court. I know what you are thinking. But believe me it’s hurting this man tremendously. He loves his kids to no end. All he wants is his kids. She doesn’t deserve them. There are reports from when the oldest was taken from her because she split her head open with a wooden brush or spoon or what ever it was. Joe has always been the one to care for their needs day in and day out. He always made sure they were fed and bathed….all the stuff a parent does. I wouldn’t side with him just because I love him. I know he’s in the right on this one.

This shit isn’t fair to those children. That bitch has them both living in the same room. They are too old to legally sleep in the same room. Yes, there is a law against that here in Florida. She is also trying to have the kids call her new man “Daddy”. Now don’t get me wrong, if they were here they would be welcome to call me what they chose. But it’s not my place to be their Mom. I would do the best I can to be a good step parent to them, but I don’t think anyone can take a Mom’s place no matter what the situation. That bitch should know how much she is hurting her own flesh and blood, yet I don’t think she cares.

Joe has to go to St. Augustine to get supervised visits. She has the courts thinking she’s afraid of him. It’s funny how she will spit in the face of Mike Long, ( who is all of 6 feet tall or more and well over 200 pounds ) yet some how she’s afraid of Joe ( who is around a 5′5 and a lil over a hundred pounds ). This bitch is my size, and I am no small chick.  I know Joe is more than capable of getting psychotic, but so is Mike. So what’s the fucking difference?

I don’t think she really wants to raise the kids, she’s just doing this to hurt Joe. She would leave in the car and not come home for three days at a time. I would never have wanted to be away from my Ashley that long. I know she’s a worthless parent. The weekends that Ashley spent away from me damn near killed me. How could she want them if she does this? Not to mention she left 98% of the parenting up to Joe.

But that’s ok. I will take care of this in my own time. Those of you who know me, you should know that I abide by a strong Irish tradition. Nothing more should be said on that note. But believe me I will give her what she deserves. One way or another, maybe a long time from now, maybe tonight.

I will be damned if I let Joe get into any trouble over her. And if I can find a way to mutilate her fucking face where he won’t get in trouble for violating that god damn restraining order through third party contact……..so help me…no fuck that… so help her!

I can lay down. Can she? Hmm what a thought.

DON’T TUSSLE WITH A DOWN NINJETTE

Words of the wise my friends.

 And believe me, my Juggalo family is not only fresh but it’s huge. If I can’t touch her, I know people who will.

It ain’t shit, I could even pay a crack head a twenty rock to put her inches from death if I so felt the need. And you all know that I know all the dope boys and crack heads in this fuckin town.

God damn if words could kill. She woulda been dead weeks ago.

However, since the threats will be online from this point on…it won’t be me that touches her…not yet anyway. The only thing that will save her from me is her keeping the kids. As long as she keeps them I will push Joe to keep fighting and if I gotta leave her alone till it’s over I will. But once he gets his kids she’s mine.

Ok,

Now I would like to talk about Joe some more but on a different note. I love this man. I thought a few times before that I knew what love was. Well, I was wrong. Ever had someone ask you that famous question, “How do you know you love me?” or “What is love?”. I actually have the answer. It’s my own twisted lil way. But I told Joe that I know I love him because when I look into his eyes or kiss him or anything else my heart has an orgasm. Simple as that. Never felt it before. It’s unexplainable, and that’s my best description of how I feel about this man.

I know it hasn’t been long for us being together, but that feeling was one that I truly could not ignore and I know it’s real.

And he loves me in return. There has never been anything better in my life.

Bye for now.

~ by razorbladekisses81 on November 15, 2007.

14 Responses to “This trainwreck we are in.”

  1. RAWR

    When the divorce is final, she will not be important. Ride the storm baby!

  2. Thanks Shannon. I love you sis.

  3. You ever wonder why people worry so much about the ex’s? In my opinion anyone who is willing to bring harm to another for a friend. Is well, a loser and doesn’t care about their own life. Then again you were in prison, thats not really saying much about you. Reading your blogs is like reading an ongoing script of the Jerry springer show. Seriously, you should give it thought, you could be famous! Also there are perks, such as you get to beat this woman you have so much aggression towards down with a chair. In conclusion, I would like to thank you for your continued patronage in entertaining with your ongoing tales. You should really title your blogs. White Trash Society. Thank you and have a lovely day*

  4. Then you’ve never had anyone go to bat for you, and you probably never will.

    People worry about the “ex’s” when they have children because people use their children as pawns, usually moronic society people like yourself who talk shit and play games. How about I beat you down with a chair? White trash style.

    You’ve never loved someone so much that it hurt you to see them hurt, and you’d do whatever it takes to alleviate the pain and pressure. You’ve never felt betrayed by your own anger when someone else hurts your loved ones, and you’ve obviously never had to crawl out of shit to scrub down and be a star.

    So fuck you. And the ten incher that you road here on. Have a loveley life, and when you die alone and writhing in agony from a bat to the skull, think about how you could’ve been white trash enough to grab a bat and swing back.

    Thank you,
    The president of the white trash society.

  5. now see….that is what a friend would do… go and defend you when some dumb cunt has some ignorant shit to say. thanks. i would go to bat for shannon any day, and she would do the same for me. fact is, i wish you lived here….i know ur in jax but that’s too far to travel to show you just how a friend is….beat down style. and just for ur info, i don’t mind being white trash if that means living in our nice ass trailer, with a nice ass car and truck, with a man i love to no end and whom loves me, being a full time college student, currently having five different and successful state of florida dept of education certified trades, no want or need for much of anything, ya, i don’t mind that.
    i live nicely and comfortably. i am well educated. i love my man. i would kill for him. i love my friends, and just might kill for them as well. i think it’s just fucking awesome that your life doesn’t consist of any one whom you love enough to do anything for them. MUST BE MISERABLE.

  6. Yeah I guess you white trash bitchs are correct! There is no one more important to me then myself. The first person to comment, Go wipe the turkey grease off your chin and get a life! To the second person. You brag about having gone to prison. Bitch please how far do you expect to go in life. I mean REALLY, nobody will ever take you seriously. I feel bad for both of you. Both seem to be filled with so much anger, hate and rage. It shows how truely happy you are. REALLY. It’s good to know white trash losers as yourselves got each others back. Someone has to. L~O~S~E~R~S!!!!! Just keep in mind you can put makeup and a dress on a pig. It still doesn’t make it a lady! Once a loser always a loser! Hey why don’t you go ahead with a comment on what a lonely loser I am. Meanwhile, I will continue to live my perfect, Happily married life, drama free just the way I like it.

  7. How cute…she’s happily married,,,and drama free….yet she is digging in my personal life to create some drama. That is sad. Is your life really that miserable that you feel the need to attempt to bash someone else’s ~ whom you never met? Bitch you DON’T KNOW ME, and I promise, you don’t want to. I am overjoyed that things in my life are so fucking important to you that you insist on returning to MY blog just to see how things are. Thanks for checking up on me, I really appreciate it! CUNT.
    Oh, and I don’t brag about being in prison, it’s a part of my life and I accept that. Yet, I do know that I am a successful person regardless of my criminal past. Funny thing is, you probably live in some po dunk area of Jax in a hole in the wall trailer….nestled in some dumpy ass trailer park. All of this must make you feel better. Is this your double life? Are you using the library computer or do you actually own one? Hmm? Maybe a uhhh IBM or some bull shit? Oh, I almost forgot….I have some advice for you: Don’t piss people off online. Especially on wordpress. All the comments that come to me, well, heh, they show your I.P. address. God only knows who you have pissed off, and who has or plans to retaliate! I really hope you don’t use a credit card online when you use that computer.

  8. Yeah you can dress up a pig, but it still doesn’t make her a katie…oops, I mean lady. Your a liar and a time thief, thinking that you wish to avoid drama and personal altercations but you come on a blog from some stranger and talk about how they are white trash, and how your pussy leaks turkey grease, and then procede to live your unhappily married life. You’re a fucking moron. But wait, maybe you arent a stranger after all. Let’s see, is your husbands name Anthony? Don’t you live in Jacksonville? Your IP address says that you do, and your bank account says that you don’t really have money. Maybe you and Kelly can get together and fuck ten niggers at the bar while your husband buys you drinks. But WAIT, you like Amber much better huh? There’s something for you to think about. Your kids will thank you for the next abortion. Then again, if the most important thing in the world to you is you, you have no kids, and if you do, I feel bad for the little botched abortions, because you obviously don’t know how to care about someone else. Can I bash one of your little bastards? Would you take a chair to my face? If you don’t you should die.

    AND! Youre damn right us white trash bitches have to have each others’ back, because cunt whores like you walk around with your twat up in the air, and the people that you’re calling ladies stab you in the back repeatedly in order to be friends. I know Jealousy is a hard thing to deal with, and I hope you get better. Because if you don’t that syphilis is going to kill you.

  9. DEAR FUCKING JESSICA FUCKING NELSON:

    YOU ARE A LIAR AND AN ASSHOLE, AND YOU ARE FUCKING RETARDED FOR UDING YOUR REAL EMAIL ADDRESS AND YOUR REAL FUCKING NAME ON YOUR YAHOO!

    DEE DEE DEE.

    I searched up your IP, and I made sure that I searched your Yahoo, but this was after I left the bait for you being someone else, names Cheryl. I should have done this first. At least I was right about the botched abortions.

    You don’t have any reason to sit here and talk shit about someone,I don’t care who she is to you. It doesn’t make a difference when people want to live drama free lives and you fucking butt in like you know something. Here’s a little fucking tip: I’m fat, I’m hairy, I’m ugly, and I’m still fucking better than you, you horseface looselipped crybaby. Pack up your pussy odor and go.

    You aren’t married, you kid IS a bastard (again, I was right!) and you don’t affect my existance one way or the other, JESSICA. And thank you for telling on yourself, something I had not realized you had done. When it comes to white trash, it takes one to know one. So…how DID you figger it out??! OH THAT’S RIGHT. BECAUSE YOUR TRAILER IS RIGHT ACROSS THE STREET FROM SOME WOODS AND ANOTHER TRAILER. You fucking WHITE TRASH cock lipped gutter trap. I’m being called white trash by someone who’s mama rode the marital isles with a fucking Harley. GO FUCKING FIGURE. Did you know that Amber lives right down the road from you? In a trailer…tee hee.

    Your friends don’t even like you. I have a miniscule amount of respect for you, and I only have that because it’s required of me to not go to Hell. In fact…nevermind. I have so much more to say, but I have a life to live and things to do.

  10. WoW you two dumb cunts think you are really smart. But Hey you are getting warmer! I do know the person with this email. Haha she is going to love what you have said about her. NIIIIICE. Fucking idiot bitchs. Didn’t you know that you can use any email? Doesn’t Make A fuck!!!!!!!

  11. Well aren’t you a jack ass for trying to look smart? Hmm, let’s see. You are either Johnny or Jessica. Either way, the same goes for both of you, only for you JOHNNY, you shoulda been a botched abortion! Well, hell Jean shoulda aborted both of you. At least Marshall and Crystal have some sense and brains about em! Oh well, there is no reason to fight this senseless and ignorant battle with the dumbest people I have ever met. Come back when you think you are a shit load smarter. Oh ya, one thing I forgot to mention, I suppose you won’t have to worry about your I.P. address getting out sense you have no money or posessions worth a shit. Hmm, are you goin to Nanny’s house to use her computer? It’s funny, her lights are always on, and it’s usually different lights every few nights or so. Hmmm, I knew you didn’t have your own computer. You call me trash. You grew up in that nasty ass trailer with all those fucking dogs and a pig that runs in and out of the house, yet I am trash.

  12. Guess what, I don’t care what email you use. She’s going to love that you’re trying to start shit with her email address and a fake name. Besides, we still have your IP, and I have your customer order number and stuff too.

  13. Hmmm, seems like “katie” has nothing left to say. Dumb CUNT.

  14. Man, remind me never to get in the middle of a fight between women!!!! Yikes!!!

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